vloggin' Attempt number 3. So NOOB concept.

VLog Session

An attempt to talk about BEAUTY~



Please enjoy.




Comments

Post a Comment

Think thrice

Popular posts from this blog

Tidakkah Mereka Pernah Lihat Mereka-Mereka Yang Menerima Balasan?

  In 5 days, the daughter will turn 1 year and 1 month old. The same day, something big happened too.  The day I am myself again.  I wonder. Why so determined? Who led it? Whatever happened, I rather astonished.  In the name of Allah, I did my best. Plus, I was better, while maintaining whoever I was. I am self-sufficient. In a way that, I never need another human being to back me up. And I don't think that is an unknown. Not at all. Suddenly that person acted up as if I have changed. At this point, I do want to puke.  Thinking these ways, I think will only put me into regressive mode. I can't be that.  I am not sad at all. But what affected me is, my offspring. We never separated even a day since they were born, unless I was hospitalized. But now, I already created a schedule of meeting them.  Allah... Please make me strong.  And I am sorry, I am not the type that is so nice, can still pray for goodness of the people who put me in this current li...
Read more

LAW511 Final Assessment

 I'm actually supposed to start typing that final assessment, Jurisprudence II... hmm... Ok, perhaps I should do it like this, saying stuff that I know. So the questions are:  OK let me extract it from the whatsapp group....by now, it's only 2338hours....husband asked me to turn on the air-conditioner. And I have my earphone plugged in.. Perhaps,I should write things here, instead of straighforward-ly type on Words. Oh, husband made(forced) me Neslo, and I already drank 3/4 of it. Kinda being a jerk towards him today, lucky me, I do this at the right time. He can be a lion sometimes, but that time,I would become a Godzilla. Get me? Right now, the clock shows 2346hours...and here I am, easily distracted. My son just farted, at the volume of....well, I'm practically using these completely air-, eh, his leh is in the air.. haha..he's in his cot. So sooo, where were we? the question. Ok... I think I wanna listen to some old time favourite music on YouTube. Eh..I think my so...
Read more

And That Something New Isn't Going Well

I am a state where, every aspect of my lives are in mess. Right now, I am questioning my sanity. Was the too long leave from work, just made me become out of touch from the reality? I'm feeling like I am so stupid. Nothing is going well now. And when I say in every aspects, I mean it literally. I feel pitiful towards my partner, my off-springs.  Oh dear self, what have you become? I feel literally lonely, in this journey call adulthood.  And to be specific, it's about my working life. I think, I just forgot how to mingle with people anymore. But this feeling, is not actually new. I felt very familiar. And what I manage to find is that, I cannot do things alone. I am just incapable. I must have a company to do anything, everything. And, **sigh... Since it's the third, no forth times now, how can I not realize this. Ya Allah.. Please help me, as my mind keeps replaying how I wish I didn't do this. Ya Allah, only to you I am relying. Please find a kind friend for me.
Read more