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Hey you, blekuna kuna, come back...

You know, your soul is still alive within me? And the spell isn't broken yet, not until I really receive the 'paper'. Hey, I'm kind of lost right now. You know, all the enthusiasm that I had two years ago, is fading.And I have not even reach the half of the way yet. I'm tired. So tired. I feel like I can't do this. And I literally feel like talking to you about this. Not because you could offer any solutions, but your silence would satisfy me enough. But, as I know you, you will provide me a way out, a practical one. I'm unhappy. I can feel it. I feel so lonely on this particular journey. I can't fake it anymore. I feel like to stop it. ... But I can't. Not for a second time. I can tell that, it's been a tough time for me, especially since recently. Many stuff happened. And i start to lost more interest in it. Hey, Sometimes, I imagine that, it would be so much fun to have you along in this journey. Maintaining e