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In 5 days, the daughter will turn 1 year and 1 month old. The same day, something big happened too. The day I am myself again. I wonder. Why so determined? Who led it? Whatever happened, I rather astonished. In the name of Allah, I did my best. Plus, I was better, while maintaining whoever I was. I am self-sufficient. In a way that, I never need another human being to back me up. And I don't think that is an unknown. Not at all. Suddenly that person acted up as if I have changed. At this point, I do want to puke. Thinking these ways, I think will only put me into regressive mode. I can't be that. I am not sad at all. But what affected me is, my offspring. We never separated even a day since they were born, unless I was hospitalized. But now, I already created a schedule of meeting them. Allah... Please make me strong. And I am sorry, I am not the type that is so nice, can still pray for goodness of the people who put me in this current life. May Allah make them suffer,