n~5ive

Hook or crook, I still have to let you go. So much things, especially the 'lagho' part happened on you. But how come you're walking too fast? But, it's okey. Good bye. I have to make sure that I done sketching down my new year resolutions by 2359 hours tonight. Good bye 2015. You have been so great. I made so many personal memories. Aaaah..  you just so great. Thank you 2015.

Rasa...... Sedih ade. Syahdu ade.  Nak nangis ade. *Anyway, I fell sick, a super sick one, macam, nak kasi 'kenangan' untuk penutup 2015 pun ade. 'Cos it's so unexpected one... Kalau cerite dengan orang, mesti kene marah. Sebab, sebab....hahaha...I'm not sure myself. Pening arr.. I feel that my life is getting funny. Berterabur plan. Macam, fate is playing on me. Satu perangai, jenis susah nak terima perubahan. Dah plan itu, itulah rancangannya. Kalau bertukar, memang berkecamuk dalam hati ni. Masalahnya, macam it's too good to be true pun ade. Selalu cakap besar je, tahu je nothing like 'these' would happen. *sigh... Bak kate budak-budak zaman ni, serious doh. Adoi....... Sakit perut dibuatnye. Sakit perut camni pulak, macam time amik result PMR. Satu situasi, yang first time I took serious in life. Belum nak muntah-muntah je lagi. Hmmmmmm...... Masa ni, ape la.....cepat sangat. Sedih tau... Sedih... :'(

Hey, no one talks about the past. Those days when naive was mistaken as honest. L.O.L Move on, folk, move on. Too much had happened since, just too much.

...at all. 2015 is almost ended, in less than two weeks. 2014 had been the year where I ignored almost everything about myself, instead I focused on something new and yeah, it was a successful one. Alhamdulillah. 2015. What can I say. I taste the chillin' life, again, after so long. Woohoooo...again, Alhamdulillah. 2016 and future, I will be back on the most 'rightous' path, again, again, too, after so long And this blog, has been my written 'witness' about part of my life as an immature one, but year after year, one can see how the frequency of the entries getting lesser . Yeah, I wrote stuff, according to the 'motto' above; "The pessimist, emotional, grief, blah blah blah.. girl". Huhuhu. Not that I didn't try to write a positive stuff, but......it will become misleading, don't you think? So, I'm considering about changing this blog's motto. Hmm... What about... "The full with love, a dreamer, but still a trying-hard