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Collaborate entry: Ila! Challenge ACCEPTED! *mukeBENGIS

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Assalamualaikum semua.. (omaiG) Hai, Just nak beritahu, eerrrmm...... Saye rase hepi hari ni, sebab, saye hepi la. Takan hepi sebab tak hepi pulakkan..hahahaha(gaya gelak typical Datin dlm TV3).. Errmmm.. Saya nak minta maaf, sebab saya terlupe sangat nak buat entri semalam, bukan korunk(  =.=   ) je yang tak hepi pasal tu tau, saye pon tak hepi, sebab ade satu lompong. Tapi takpe, saye berazam, masuk jur bulan November, saye janji( insyaALLAH), akan ade 30 entri. cukup-cukup, tak lebih tak kurang. Bukan ape, berlebihan nanti, ade yang dapat diabetis pulak, sape nak tanggung? hahahaha... ( seriously  =.=  ) Dah menaip berkenaan dengan diabetis ni, tahukah korunk, yang, diabetis ni terdapat beberapa peringkat? Ouhh.. saye sangat menyukai topik-topik penyakit ini(oiii....mane de org taip "I"ni..  igt KBSM ke?  =.=  ) Topik makanan dari segi Sains, WOW! Fantastik! Sumpah saya suka gilew-gilew~  Ok-ok, ini bukan kelas Sains mah

Once upon a time...

Mase belum mengalami menstruasi yang pertama, Saya selalu nak mati. Saya nak masuk syurga. Saya tak nak dihisab. Saya nak syurga. Itu sahaja. Jadi, Tidak akan sesekali saya melupakan reaksi saya, Ketika baru terjaga dari tidur tengah hari(dah macam timin' tido malam kan? Dan inilah juga salah satu sebab saye sungguh moody back then.), JAM 1700 201000 "NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Saya 'nampak' neraka. Saya tahu, segala impian saya untuk 'hidup' senang di SANA, HANCUR berkecai. Sebelum itu, Saya yakin, sama ada saya akan mati kena langgar, ketika melintasi jalan raya di Jalan Bangkung, Bangsar Baru, Atau di Jalan Ma'arof, Bangsar Baru, Ketika ingin ke Sekolah Kebangsaan Bukit Bandaraya, Atau ketika pulang ke rumah di no. 110, Jalan Terasek. Sebelum itu, Sayalah yang paling menenteang kata-kata kakak kedua saya dan abang kedua saya, "AH!! Buat ape semayang(

apa ya mahu ditaip untuk entri kali ini?

I dunno... Still have nothin' in mind... But just, one thing.. I can't wait for startin' fresh, My BABY GY Co., Since I also had resolved my misunderstandin', Wif my Mr. COO (Helmi Kamil). It was so, Hahahaha.... :/ SARAWAK!!! HERE I COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!! (insyaALLAH)

duinaaa, susahnya mo pikir

Iyala bha.. Mana sya tau, Perkara ini boleh bikin hidup sya jadi gini... *takin A deepbreath. And I dunno, If I had talked to the righteous peeps, About it. But I hope, I DO. I understand, MY LIFE, Is how my.....errmmm.......... OK. FRANKLY typin', I am dependin' on the NEAREST entities surroundin' me, To determine of WHO AM I. Unfortunately, That is only applicable, Like on 2007 and before. And 'THEY' SHOULD STOP DOIN' IT! SERIOUSLY! Currently, I am so NEW, I finally know what I want, what I need, what's in my head, and what's in my... HEART? Ok. So, that's the issue, the 'IT' I've been mentioned initially. YANG DIKEJAR TAK DAPAT, YANG DIKENDONG BERCICIRAN. That's how I refer my DEGREElife story, back then. But this time, the 'ridle-doodle', Came again... I mean, It's not over yet, (nor even START yet, heh....AH BIAR AH! MY LIFE MY CHOICE kaedahnye..) But, I just q

kan betul, saya yang silap selama ni

pemerhatian

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Since before the moment I reached my puberty stage, That was on 20th of October 2000 where I have to responsible to my own, DEEDS I always observe. Observing my big sisters, big brothers, little sister and little brother(these were before the youngest was born), B.E.H.A.V.I.O.R But to say that I am an expert now, I just have no clue for that too, 'Cause, I forgot of, WHO AM I? I started to realize this personality problem, As I was flew to BORNEO, To further my DIPLOMA level study. There, I had to get mingled with entities that experiencing the same age as mine. I felt so weird at first, Since before this, I always, Like, The ears of all my siblings, I repeat, ALL But there? I wondered, Why can they be such a badass? How do they have the gut to be a badass? They spoke their mind out loud You see, My behaviors, Without I even realize, I don't know,  MATURE? For whatever action, This people I met/en

baru sedar (irrelevant POST)

That My Heart is now 'filled' wif a homo sapiens ,  That I just 'referred' as, #FERRARI4life #confirmedNOT *upDATED 1805 hours 101113 *WANI is on her way to send a letter, since a blank postcard is not enuf in my opinion~

Saya dan Tapa - Siri I -

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Vlog *let's listen and look at 'her' together~ Blog *On its way.... (God's will)

lame tak menaip

Peace Upon To Ya, my readers. Hi, my readers. As you all can see, for few days back, I left my title-named-entries, empty. One reason. I need to get my #fact , straight. I dunno, if 'that' is what other bloggers do, But, I am just tend to be like 'that'. I love story-tellin'. Since Senior High, I always the script-writer (well, there was only one play in class for THE PEARL novel, anyway, but still #legit to me. haha) Also durin' Diploma years.( Two times, BEL part 1 and part 6) To me, Livin' life on this earth, is quite #normal. Since I was a small person, I always heard, seen, felt(haha..the senses are wut I'm tryin' to type here..heh...lame eh...haha..silly me..) About, how much I have to focus on my own #flaw s , instead of other. Well, Frankly typin', The path to be one, Ain't that #not-hard . But, Who #care s? Basically, The 'system', has been acknowledged, by, all #manKIND. I dun get pissed

Another psychoPATH detected?

*facePALMIN' hard~LY Seriously, I won't ever mention your name via anywhere, but... The latest 'news', like a minute ago, was too.. *gulp -FUL SO, STAY AWAY FROM ME... PLEASE... (o.O)

A moment wif an Old Fren no. 5: An evenin' wif A SUDDEN PLAN(as usual..)

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Comin' soon... (Waitin' for ze rest of ze bahan~) Just sumthin' from FB https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10151924466985682&set=vb.753805681&type=2&theater *upDATED 1930 hours 241013

cepat letih lah baru-baru ni, badan pon mengalami kesengalan -Siri II-

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*upDATE startin'....: 0045 hours of 231013 Hmmm... Where to start... So basically, Me get tired easily. This post is supposed to be written regardin' my journey, Of settlin' some BANK transactions, And.. To buy a new pair of apullet(DO I spell it correctly? Do correct me, if I'm wrong) for Ashkar thingy, And A new nameTAG~ So, the story was supposed to be back in last week's Thursday. So, I went to Subang RMAF Air-Base. And.. Yeay yeay... Nothin' EXTRAVAGANZA happen,  Just a normal journey. But, today? I got my nameTAG~ *upDATE finishin'....: 0053 hours of 231013 *upDATE again ....: 1958 hours of 241013

~n5ive sings like a 'bad***' no. II~

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*Trust me, I dun want to watch it. :|

saya dan jaringan sosial yang bersifat pelik -siri II-

*upDATING Start....: 2257 hours 241013 I believe, this is gonna be a long post. Cos, I have so much in mind now. SOCIAL MEDIA. SOCIAL: communicatin' MEDIA: medium But, These days, there are...hey!! You know wut, to make this post sounds more 'fun', I'm gonna use mah mother's tongue. Jadi, iya. Ok lah, daripada saya terlalu mencuba untuk mempamerkan 'kepandaian' saya, bagus saya berterus terang sahaja. Saya sedih. Tapi, pada masa yang sama, saya sering memadankan muka saya sendiri, kerana, kesedihan saya pada waktu ini, saya yakin, adalah akibat perbuatan saya sebelum waktu ini. Mungkin, saya telah melupakan DIA? Yang MAHA PENCIPTA? Entah, Saya sendiri tiada jawapan tepat untuk persoalan saya sendiri, walhal, umur saya bukan lah dua belas(12) tahun, iaitu umur peringkat baru mahu belajar tentang selok-belok kehidupan sebenar, selain kehidupan akademik. Kini, saya merasakan, betapa saya telah banyak membuang masa saya. Kerana itu adalah p

Skuad ku -Siri no. II-

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-Est. since 2004- S.M.K.S.S.A.A.S Seksyen 2, Shah Alam ~12th Of June 2010~ ( *bukan 10th ker?? nape kat watikah 12th ek?? Mohon krim pencerah doink~) MAF ROTU Commissionnin' From left: 3 Cikelon( kan wak?? klu salah bgtau kat FB), 3 Maju, 3 Maju, 3 Jujur, 3 Jujur From right: Kadet Remaja Sekolah, Persatuan Puteri Islam MALAYSIA, Kadet Remaja Sekolah, PKBM (L), Kadet Polis ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- I knew her existence. Who can ever forget. At school canteen. *laughin' ---------------------------------------------------------- And,  PRAISE to HIM, I get to know her, Until this very moment. #buddySHAHALAM, #buddyPTPERANG, #buddyTOILET(hutan), #buddyHUTAN(Intermediate) #BESTbuddy ------------------------------------------------------------- What qualities I see 'IN' her? #literallyHELPFUL, #literallyPATIENT, #literallyNOTPOYO, #lite

S.A.C.R.I.F.I.C.E

Pengorbanan? Saya mengaku, saya bukan lah seorang yang suka berkorban, tanpa mengharapkan balasan. Kenapa? Adakah itu masalah? Haruslah saya mengharapkan Tuhan, yang menciptakan saya untuk membalas setiap perbuatan saya, apatah lagi pengorbanan saya. Jadi sekarang, apa sahaja yang saya sudah korbankan? Pernahkah dengar/lihat 'perkara' seperti ini; "Kalau tangan kanan ingin melakukan sesuatu(kebaikan), eloklah ibu jari kaki kiri tidak tahu-menahu." Jadi, Tidak mungkin saya ingin meluahkan untuk tatapan umum, sesuai untuk semua lapisan masyarakat dalam blog ini. Namun demikian, jika anda, IYA, ANDA, wahai pembaca yang setia dan hensem dan cantek, ingin menyatakan pengorbanan anda, percayalah, tiada siapa peduli.

lurus bendul

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If you, YES, you, The reader of mine, Realize, There were few times, that I mentioned that words; LURUS BENDUL. I am. No offense. Since I was a child, I always heard that, Once it is in my vision radius, I better appreciate it, Cos once it's gone, I have nothin' to hope for. It's too late, in a frank sentence. So, Until today, Praise to HIM, I always, Bein' a LURUS BENDUL. When I do wrong-doin', I ask HIM to forgive me. How? A solat sunat Taubat. Anf if to my brothers and sisters, Yeah,I'll tell what I've done, and I will say/type, 'sorry'. When I like sumthin', I will do my best to get it, And only TIME is usually, My biggest eMeNy( DD in Dexter Laboratory, Cartoon Network)~ When I fall for sumone, The opposite gender, perhaps, TRUST me. I told 'em. WHY? I've told ya.. Plus, Those regret-FUL thingy, Is totally, A SUX one. It makes my life become, DISASTER. So,

ashkarkah saye? - Siri V -

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I, Lt. Muda Nur Syazwani Binti Ghani PSSTUDM, 78009** Will promise, This one thing, (God's will) NO GIPANG SPEAKS THEIR MIND, F.R.E.E.L.Y *KUDOS, to own~SELF.

tarikh luput

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Thru out my life I fear S.E.P.A.R.A.T.I.O.N The most Until rite at this sec.

Biru

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BIG BANG – BLUE ENGLISH TRANSLATION The winter had passed And the spring has come We have withered And our hearts are bruised from longing (i’m singing my blues) Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow (i’m singing my blues) The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh Under the same sky, at different places Because you and i are dangerous I am leaving you One letter difference from ‘nim’^ It’s cowardly but i’m hiding because i’m not good enough Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love No words can comfort me Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama Now its final curtain is coming down I was born and i met you And i have loved you to death My cold heart that has been dyed blue Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you The winter had passed And the spring has come We have withered And our hearts are bruised from longing (i’m singing my blues) Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow (i’m singing my bl

Post title no. III

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I want to 'TAKE OVER' all level of castes. But my core? Imma SCIENTIST-BUSINESSgal-ARTIST. (God's will)

Post title no. II

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:') What else do I demand for, then havin' YOU, OUR Ayahanda, to know mah existence in this DUNIA? May ALLAH guide YOU all the way to HEAVEN path, Dato'.

Ke garisan, sedia

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Preeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! #MULA# 1 Ramadhan 1434 H - a temporary stopped cos of Duniawee matters - 1 Zulhijjah 1434 H (o.O) *oh!!? Mission accomplishment  1 Juz day-1 =Masihi= 0417 hours 061013 To you I walk, To me YOU run. insyaALLAH. In the name Of ALLAH, the most Graceful I, Nur Syazwani Binti Ghani A 'new' girl from town *will smile BRIGHTLY* ~From now and onwards~

bagaikan dalam cermin kaca, nampak, namun tidak dapat digapai

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I dropped tears, literally. I saw, but that's it. So, I put on mah PORPOISE shades, For coverin' the 'water' excreted from the duct. IF I could turn back a lil' time, To THAT time, I will FIGHT to make 'you both 'stay wif me. I will BACK UP myself from those 'meat~eaters'. I will..................... I would................................. Lookin' from the vision of this specky eyes, I can do nothin', I just had enuf of hurtin' myself. I afraid, Things will NEVER be the same anymore, I afraid, That I will be repelled, I afraid, That I will just humiliate myself, like, last time. I afraid, To be seen as a nagger inside 'you both' eyes, particularly, cos I dun give a cent when it comes to somebody~else. I adore 'you both' since the first meetin', Back in two(2) years ago. 'You both' seriously, gimme sum life, the lost-soul gal. 'You both' makes me want to contin

"mula segar"

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A dad of sum PEEPS 'quote', applicable whenever he feels like he wants to. Me? I am not a kid that only ass-follow, anymore. Maybe I would, IF I wasn't 'placed' in BORNEO for some 'frame' of time. Of course EVERYONE will get the idea, What I, Nur Syazwani Binti Ghani, Had gone thru, For that particular three(3) years, though. What else? ~ KLIA/LCCT instead of anywhere else ~ An airplane instead of any other vehicle created by any manKIND ~ Two(2) hours earlier, DUH. ~ The risk of bein' 'hangin'' in the air for straight one(1) hour and forty-five(45) minutes, for each 'set'. The TAWAKKAL concept. I always imagine, IF The flight I 'ride', Happened to be destined, To MIGHT encounter an accident(or accidentS) such as: ~ I accidentLY break the oval-shaped-sized-as-small-as-my-face-surfaced-squared windows, lead to, the pressure of the cabin and the outer air, searchin' for an equilibrium thingy,