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Masa sudah time.

*And I just realized that there is no post been made on last February 2017. I thought I make one, but never mind (Uff, I mind it actually. How can I did not write anything?) I finally make that move. The move that I put on hold, since 7 years ago, where the opportunity came back almost 2 years ago, but since I couldn't afford to fail for the second time; as I had too many things to handle in my life at that time, only today, I make it. But to be honest, I am confident, but, I am scared too. It's gonna be a long journey. A personal journey with a lot of external possibilities that may be the reason, I, then, will give up. Because, it's long. The last time failure, that dark phase of my life trauma, is still here. Do you know, how is it feel to fail? The feeling that could kill you? The pain that only you know. Okey, yeah, I will keep telling myself that I am not that ready, things are gonna be so uncool, rough, hard and have so may obstacles. I will be negative,