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LOL I thought it's an Indonesian material. Well, the lyric's content doesn't really reflect what I have on my mind now, but, lemme just borrow the song's title. So, yup, April. Effective 2014, until this 2018, my every Aprils had been.. I don't really know how to put it into words, but, there are some kind of occurrences that will stick to my memory for a very long time. Like on 2014, I found my I've-always-prayed-to-have-this-kind-of-job job which I manage to sustain up till this very moment. Something that I never have even the slightest clue, that I can do. I once thought, the freedom-seeker me always will put me into troubles during my adult moments. I praised be to HIM for this part. None of these are achievable if it's not something from HIM. Then on 2015, I got in touch again with my best-est man. Not much I want to say about this part. But as for now, I don't see anyone that is more capable than him, in the matter of handling m

Without even I realise, today is the day, three years ago, we both met again, eyes-to-eyes, after about five years...  ...  Who knows... You could, at least, be the closest person in my life today..  My hope for this -ship, is for both of us to be the better person, and will leave an impact to the world,  one day. There's so much to write, but too limited vocabulary. Plus... I'm really bad at all these lovely writings. #W2W