It's all a mistake.
I am fool. It seems like I never learn anything from my mistakes. I knew that to be close with anyone, meaning to open a way for my heart to be hurt. Then, the most hurtful thing can happen is to lose them. And here I am again, experiencing it. WHY ME? WHY? I should have live this life alone.... Yeah, people said, "Duh, we can still see one another," but little did they know that, I am a kind of friend who prefer to have real interactions than any other way. Yeah, I am. Sometimes, the song. Sometimes, the lyrics. Sometimes, the rhythm. Sometimes, voices. Sometimes, the clips. .... Yeah, I am a freaking emotional person, to the core. But what should I do? I remember there were times, I tried to ignore this s**t feeling matter, but what did I become? I became a monster. I hurt people, just so, I could regret everything later. I tried, I tried, really. Yeah, of course these departures were informed ear