No-Fun
I think, I should accept the fact that I'm just a no-fun-guy. I thought, I did my best, to become a brand new me. Free from whatever kind of person I was. Though, everything seem to run pretty smoothly, who knows, this thing that I resume after keeping it under the low light for some years, thinking that I can only get back into action, once, I am confirmed enough, that I am ready. .... But I wasn't. Or, never will I. *sigh.. Too much things on my mind now. Let's start with one. TRUST ISSUE I always don't trust anyone. How I do it, nobody has any access to my thoughts, and physically, I would rather distance myself from matters that do not attract my interest, no matter how popular the matters are. I just don't. And this, really the main point of what I meant as the boring-me. I would become the mood spoiler. But, no once cares much. But still, I tried to fix this thing, just so, I'll be mu