'Pesanan' daripada 'you guys' beloved, Noni




-AN ENTRY MEANT TO ALL THOSE, WHO USE 'NONI' TO COMMUNICATE WIF ME-









*SETUJU tak? ahahahaha













Hai!

Lemme just be frankFURTER~

I smell a 'new wave' of 'abuse'~MENT.

You see, I feel so happy right now, since some of my 'long-time findin'' has ALMOST come to an end.

DO take note that this blog, is FULLY belong to me, wif some 'invigilatorS' that I trust. So, ade malulah sikit dengan invigilatorS tu ye, diorg ni terdiri daripada
Doktor Falsafah Universiti Terkemuka di Malaysia dalam bidang Bahasa (https://www.facebook.com/bromeley.philip), dan bekas pelajar UiTM yang mendapat Ijazah kelas Pertama Sains Gunaan (https://www.facebook.com/shaye.shafina) ye. Noni bukan tak nak explain ngan korang dulu, tapi tu lah, rase cam, segan la, Noni kan abis takat Diploma je. Nanti, in shaa ALLAH, Noni dah ade Ijazah, aaa, time tu, Noni bercakap balik, k.

You see...
I was ABUSED for the past three(3) years.
Wut kind of abuse, it is no-longer a matter here,
Rather,
I just want to stop thinkin' about past,

















































....BUT,





AFTER THIS, 
IF THERE ARE STILL ABUSIVE 'CHARACTERISTICS' I SEE, HEAR OR FEEL, HAPPEN TO ME, BY 'YOU',

REMEMBER, STARTIN' FROM TODAY,
I AM NOT A 'F$C$$R' ANYMORE. 

 THE MORE I SILENT, THE MORE MENJADI-JADI 'YOU GUYS' ARE, AND THE MORE I PRAYED TO ALLAH S.W.T, THE MORE 'HAPPY' 'YOU' GUYS WILL BE.
TAPI MASALAHNYEW, I DUN LIKE, PEEPS THAT I HATE, GET 'HAPPY'.

 THEREFORE....

 STOP SPREADIN' WHAT'S INSIDE YOUR MIND, REGARDIN' ME, NONI. 

 K.

DEAL?

*I DUN F$$$IN' CARE IF 'YOU' ARE AGREE OR NOT.

D.U.H







AND...

 PLEASE STOP PRETENDIN' LIKE, 'WE' HAD LIVED TOGETHER, SIDE-BY-SIDE, INSEPARABLE, SINCE I WAS BORN, K.

 ANOTHER DEAL?

 *STILL I DUN BLOODY CARE OF 'YOUR' ANSWER.

 YOU SEE, I DO THIS ENTRY, JUST TO REMIND...
See, Ustad DON yang pesan, bukan Noni~


K.

AND, I THINK, I AM NOT GOIN' TO 'TALK' WIF 'YOU GUYS' ANYMORE. 
AND JUST TO TELL, THE #ORIGINAL NONI IS BACK. LIKE, HOW 'YOU GUYS' WANTED SO F***IN' MUCH, KAN?

 COOL JUGAK....

 TADE HAL LAH~

BENDE KECIK..

TAPI TU LAH, UNTUK SEGALA YANG BERLAKU, ESPECIALLY, THE MOMENT I GOT BACK FROM UiTM SARAWAK, OFFICIALLY, TO APOLOGIZE... YEAH, MAYBE I SHOULD APOLOGIZE, AFTER ALL, WE LIVE IN THE MOST CULTURAL LIFE, KAN?




SO...
DAH APOLOGIZE, KIRE SETTLE LAH, K.
*oh yea! Hampir lupa, 'semua' dah tahu kan? Noni sudah disahkan oleh 'Ustaz' Darussyifa' ke ape tah, yang NONI tiada SAKA. So...yang dalam kotak imaginasi 'korang' yang kate, NONI ni kene rasuk hantu time masuk hutan pasal trainin' ROTU, or 'KAWAN'(dah jadi bekas kawan dah pong) TAWAU NONI hantar BLACKmagic, sume tu...aaa....acaner nak xplain yeah..hmm..

Camni lah, NONI dulu, siap tukang ngajikan orang-orang yang kene rasuk, ade la, NONI sendiri, tak penah kene rasuk. So, itu kire FITNAH ye. So....pandai-pandailah....
















Apa yang dimaksudkan dengan #ORIGINAL NONI?

Nah
~APPENDICES~


Dah BUAT CAMNI BARU GHETI NAK TAK MENYEMAKKAN MEJA HAKU.
INI GUNA DUIT ASHKAR YANG KENE RASUK HANTU TU LA NONI BELI.
IKEA HOKEH!
*Pastu, yang SURUH stalk BLOG nih, ikut, yang TAK SURUH BLOCK FB AKU, tade pulak nak ikut. HUH!
















I DUN SHARE MY STUFF,
what else,
MY
TRUE
FEELIN'.

SO,
 STOP BE A 

 PERAH-SANTAN

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