kadang-kadang.... - Siri II -


I started to think,
If my existence in this dunya is such a liability to sum creatures.

....


It's not that I am thinkin' of givin' up or quit on sumthin',
Hey c'mon,
I managed to stay till the end in that ashkar LIFE for three years straight, addin' a lil time at current,
Just for the sake of #pride #dignity,
Whatelse, the one I'm encounterin' rite now.




I've said(mentioned) these before,
I worked hard to be smart.
Cos I dun have this natural-since-born quality, like 'others'.
I am the PEMALAS, KEDEKUT, TAK PANDAI, and many other stuff,
I shud say,
Stuff that 'you' referred to me,
Because 'you' dislike me, since I was born.

Haha.

You think I live because of 'you'?

If I do,




..........

I may let SAKA take over the control of my body and mind.
















HEH.



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