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Kak Ira, .....wani mintak cume satu je lah sudah...........u just dun ever think about Wani. Itu je.....Wani pon, .....hmm....tgk la..esok bile cool down.
Kak Ira tau..pasal hal degree wani ni....ntah sampai bile la.......wani akan tros dipandang enteng oleh 'mereka'................so....

WANI NAK MASUK BALIK UITM....by that time, walaupun dgr citer, Kak Ira pon da 'jauh' dr 22 Hearts..
Klu tak uitm pon, at least ade degree.......tu je care nak bersihkan name wani balik, setelah wani kaji dr july 2011 sampai skrg. wani telus...........akibat perbuatan anda, salah satunye.(bukan anda je ok...im not that loser to just FALL bcos of u..DUH)

dalam wani benci org, wani sayang jugak org. Tapi cam beselah........yg diingat,
WANI MEMBENCI ORG.....

Kak Ira tau...............time kak Ira da amik apparatus yg Dr Nik kasi Wani tu.....first wani cam, "Apehal minah ni nih.." Tapi sygnye, dlm kelas, wani punye karakter ialah happy go lucky.....so.........klu wani buat perangai mase wani belum abis tadika tu...mungkin, tade sape pon peduli....dan TAK MUNGKIN DR NIK kasi wani, solo EXPERIMENT.

hmm.........wani pon tanak org lain rase......ape yg wani rase...............wani da penah kene suro masuk longkang, tong sampah, panjat pokok.....tapi perbuatan kak ira sgtlah melukekan hati wani.......

Wani hampir 'meletup' bile kak Ira suro noni tambah solution..........
da la nak pegi bilik persediaan makmal tu....kene langaku satu kelas lain yg tgh berjalan......JAUH tau tak???
mase tu.....igt tak first wani kate..."Tanak."..pastu kak Ira, "Alaaa..tolong la Wani...."
Wani stress dgr suare kak Ira.....
Last2 Wani amik jugakkan?

hmmmmmm................

Orang lain dah malukan Wani depan masyarakat dengan menuduh Wani perlu seek for psychiateric.............
SO.......besar tak besar jugak la keberatan 'dosa' tu......

...........................................................

Wani just akan terus jadi LURUS BENDUL.
Ni sume takdir.....WANI LURUS BENDUL PON TAKDIR.

So....

Semoga kita jangan jumpa lagi.


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