Blessing..


Here I am, again, still inhaling and exhaling the oxygen, om this very blessful month of Fasting. Alhamdulillah.

My hope is to be better than before in so many ways. In and out. May Allah swt forgives all my mistakes and sins. All of them.

My wish, is to become better as HIS servant.

May all my wishes come true, insyaAllah.

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