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Nur Syazwani Ghani Nfive 2 hours ago  via Mobile So, this date is gonna be the very last one that belongs to the year. Have to admit plenty of resolutions are queing up to be realized, and have to agree on the fact that, whatever weirdoS had happened since few years back, its all written by the 'BIG GUY ABOVE'. And rather than keep on 'grieving' over those pasts, maybe just leave it completely to the CREATOR, is the best move. Revenge will just  kill me someday, and it's a fact, I know, but, the desire to do one, is always there. Hmm..I guess, it's not easy to be me. Anyway, did cleaned up all memory cards, to give ways for 2014 future memory to be stored. The best method that I could think of for now, for th moving-on 'event'. Holding grudge? It's a habit you know, so, I'll try to do which is better. Perhaps, let's just do not mess around with each other, that way, no one will hurt. Have to agree, that my acting ability i...

Nur Syazwani Ghani Nfive December 16  via  mobile  ·  Edited Today is the birthday of the two most beloved persons of my life. One is older than me, and another one is much much younger than me. The older one, there was a point, where even me myself, started to wonder, why am I seem to be clinged to her so much, and at some time later, I was reminded with my childhood moments, that I've been spent with the person. We went to Sekolah AgamA at Masjid Abu Ba kar as-Siddiq, Bangsar Baru together and even studied in the same class, even when the person is obviously two years older than me, I still remember few moments, where she got punished by the Khat Class Ustad, and all I could do was to see her, with some other few classmates of ours, sympathy~LY. Then, at my home, we took bath together, even wait till one of the person to finish her 'business' and even kid around with the sound of 'plup' as 'it' made contact with the fluid. Hahaha. We learnt ...

Terkadang, Pernah saya mempunyai fikiran bahawa, Apa yang sedang saya lalui ini, Hanyalah mimpi, Yang mana, Pada suatu hari yang hening, Saya akan tersedar daripada mimpi ini, Dan hakikatnya, Saya masih tersekat dalam jasad seorang kanak-kanak yang berumur enam(6) tahun, Yang mana, Apa yang saya mimpikan semua itu, Merupakan dejavu saya pada masa akan datang. Namun, Saya tahu, Apa yang berlaku pada saat ini, Tidak lain tidak bukan, Adalah benar sebenar-benarnya. Bagaimana saya tahu? Sejujurnya, Saya sendiri tidak mempunyai idea untuk membuktikan kebenarannya. Terkadang, Saya mempunyai angan-angan yang bahawasanya, Kesemua hal yang berlaku daripada  pertengahan tahun 2007 hingga saat ini, Adalah imaginasi saya yang tak tercapai dek akal logik saya. Bayangkan, Apa yang berlaku mulai saat itu, Saya, Nur Syazwani binti Ghani, Telah lalui satu peringkat yang, Iya, Memang pernah berangan untuk lalui kesemua pengalaman itu, Namun, Tidak pula saya perna...

I admit that I am kinda lackin' in that quality. But as I meet more and more creatures, There are more worst, than me. For example, Jamil(our family's pet), always impatiently wanna join our meal.(weird sentence, but nvm) Well, I can endure my hunger, better than Jamil does. After all, I am comparin' myself to an animal, which is also, the kingdom that I belong to, but as a homo sapiens .  My patience is usually tested, when I got an order from sum kinda other peeps, other than myself, to do sum errands, or chores or associates. And I usually irritate these peeps, by, obeyin' their orders, in a way that, they will regret, that they asked me at the first place. My patience is usually tested, when sumbody tell me, what I already knew, but they keep explainin'. This kinda peeps, I will make sum quick 'screenin' test' on his/her life background, then only I'll react. If he/she is already known as a bitch+problemat...