Sarang Labah-Labah

oh...It was on the end of January....I thought at least it was February, and there was only one entry?? Wawwww....impressive..

*patting le self.

And now we almost reach the end of April. Ufff, time is really running too fast. But I think I am enjoying each moment of it. But still, it's soo fast. LOL

Ok, this blog's theme is negativity...ok, wait, lemme think about something negative that happen in my life currently..






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Oh!! Last weekend, I was the floor manager for my MGSian Besties wedding, and I had super fun time, eventhough, towards the end of the ceremony, my waist felt as if it was being twisted. But it was soooo fun....May Allah bless her marriage with HIS love.




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But that's not negative, OK, next...





OH! Yesterday!! My SMKSAAS sisters, yeah, we manage to like calling each other by that siblings-like title, and yeahhh, the last we reunited was during the eldest's wedding like 3-4 years ago? And this time around, ouu my.....it was so........fun.

OK, it seems like my vocabulary capability is deteriorating.... =.=

Now, finally, something negative..

Ahh.. I see. OK, I have to keep up with this space again. I can't let myself to be d*mber. Hahaha.



I have to make sure that I cover all the months overdue of not updating anything here since February.. SO, I guess new rule, one entry per month is enough.

Real life activities are really distracting me too much  that I did not even have time turn on my laptop.  If not because of study-related, it's not impossible that the laptop would become SPIDERMAN's home.

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