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And so another pregnant story is being added up on the 'road'. I have to say this, it's weird. I knew that I was 'processed' the same way, but, that's my mom, but these are my friends. Aren't they too advance? Or is it me who's actually late or lame?  There was this game I played not so long time ago. I couldn't recall its name, but pretty much about life cycle of a person. Basically, I had to choose my life path. I started off as a baby, and schools, then after school was where I had to make a kinda huge decision. There were like, either career or continue to higher education level. And no matter how much was the frequency of me playing it, I would come to a point where I WILL get pregnant, and for every level elevated, I might even got twins. And then, I had to choose my retirement style. I remember the options, one was me living in the coolest apartment in the city, one was living in bungalows with garden, and the last option was like li...

Seriously, she was in Serikin, Sarawak last year on this date. Everything was still fresh, she hasn't even re-read her daily journals while she was there yet. Fiuuhhh..... Anyway, 2014 has been so cool, maybe there were some trembles in the beginning, but overall(as on 131214 ), it's cool. She got back to her original-since-childhood plans. Everything was actually started on March. There is this verse in one of the Maher Zain's hits, right in minute 01:59 (do listen if you can). ".....ouh, Allah, I realize what I was missing, by being far from you.." ( Oh! Sorry, terlayan pulak. ) So, yeah, until she took the first step. And it's true, more doors were opened for her. And it all started with one 'great' step, a step that she never even put into consideration before. Perhaps, it's an intuition by HIM. The details are not known by many as she decided to keep within herself on what really happened, with whom she has met, why she chose that...