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Thinking about my days in the future..... As an Opah. I know that I'll be the coolest Opah on earth, that's what the only thing I can guarantee to my generation at least. I have a dream.. A new one. If I not die young, I want live close to my childhood friend. I want to spend my life at that time, by going to masjid with this friend. I want to talk like the first time we met, when we were 8. I want to make calls and talk and discuss and laugh on nonsense as we always do like when we are still under age or even like last week. I want her generations to be mine, and mine to be hers. I want to share my thoughts and listen to all her ridiculous solutions. I want to keep fascinating with the serious side of her. My childhood friend, I am so sad that we are separated, distant, and far away physically from one another. Unlike last year and the years before, where I can still get in touch to you, by just drive about twenty to thirty minutes from Shah Alam, an...

My dear beloved future, How are you? Let me guess, you are now an iron-woman with the greatest skill of ironing clothes? Yada yada, I know, cheap. Anyway, seriously, I believe that you are going to laugh at these as low as the Indian Ocean seabed kinda writing. Speaking about Indian Ocean, is there any good news about the missing flight? Have they found anyone? Because who knows, as ridiculous as 'Life of Pi' movie, it still possible if that's what God says so. Well, I wish, we do, I mean, the whole world is actually look forward on this matter, though. But, if no person is ever to be found, then at least a single sign that can tell us the answers of many questions, can do, too. You see, it's so heart-wrenching you know, and I hope, eventhough in your dimension, the incident has been happened for a while, please, learn and never forget the 'lessons' of all what had happened before. We can die at anywhere, anytime and anyhow. So, please, keep doing good deeds ...