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In three days, my youngest baby brother is getting married. Therefore, my kids will have their very own Mok Cu. ----- It's quite haywire in my head right now. My second child is screaming at top of her lungs, and the eldest son is the prime suspect for letting that to happen.  The youngest, as she is entering her independent era, we always have to be sure of her whereabout. Waaaaaaa.. Akan adakah perbezaan tentang kehidupan baru ini? Iaitu, Momel akan melayari perkahwinan? Anyhow, I just wish to always become a good sister in-law. That's that.

And that title is simply a random thought on my mind. That was a comic book by Malaysian cartoonist, right? Hello everyone. How are you? I am fine, thank you. Today, I would like to type about simplicity. Four days ago, I celebrated my birthday with my small and still 'green' family. Alhamdulillah. I'm so grateful.  Ion Delemen, Genting Highland from 16th to 17th November 2025. But hey, I am officially 36 years old. Walaweiiiiiiii I mean, Alhamdulillah. May I become wiser and calmer, whenever calamity happens, in the future. Thirty-six years old, eh. Four more year(three, technically) into the forties. Amagadddd Hi self, Just be happy. Allah is always with us. Let bygones be bygones. Though, it's not an easy things to do. And I do not know, until when will this bitterness feel, go away, completely. But I am praying to Allah SWT, to guide me. Alhamdulillah, I have my girlfriends, reliable ones, for me to open up about anything.  I have to imagine, that today is my last d...